I have a boyfriend for 3 months now? We haven't seen each other in real life.. I keep asking him when he is available to so we can meet but he said we should just wait until he finished college. When I always try to open up to him where we should meet he always have a reason like it's too far. Then when he talks about his day it always involve him talking to a lot of girls.. but he only considered them as his friends.. I ignored it but when he told me today that one of his close teacher told one of his friend that he likes her. The girl was 36 years old and his 21. I know I'm being age discrimination here but I'm just defensive about it especially when my boyfriend told me he wouldn't mind dating girls older than him? I Sked him if shes pretty and he didn't deny it.. if you want to see a look a like picture search taylor momsen that's what she looks like.! Me? I'm just a girl who is 18 years old and doesnt have a beauty like that...I dont know what to do now? I'm feeling lonely because I cant see him and Idk I should just gave up on us? He said he will always love me and when we meet he will take care of me... He promise... Anyone out there who can read this and relate to me.. Please help me I dont know what to do now...give me some advice..